a new year approaches

2013 is almost over.
thankfully.
tonight's song will be "A Long December" by Counting Crows.

a thought on a hobby

i think i really want to get back into boarding.
mini longboards, specifically! & from Original!

a way to help people

listen to them.

a never-ending worry

i don't know what i'm doing with my life.

a song

"I Let You Down"

my sins are overwhelming
i let them get to me
where's my prided willpower now?
how do you stop
what you want so badly
when you want it badly enough?
i can barely go a few days
& it's me that gives in at first or second
i can hardly get by a week
without the ideas seeping in
& i want to apologize
to myself
i let me down again
& i let You down again.
i let me down again.
i let You down.

a card from a trading card game

>dat Magic flavor text

a response to a disease

James's response to more than likely getting sleep apnea when he is an old man:
"At least I can feel like a fighter pilot when I go to sleep."

a thought on racism

just finished an argument on Facebook (that's what they made it into) that began from this person stating that race A people shouldn't think they understand race B's problems because race B problems are harder to understand than race A problems. see the issue here?
the issue is that racism runs far more rampant than most people believe. i truly believe & have witnessed that:
1. everyone's a racist, just to different degrees, &
2. you might be acting in racism EVEN when you are pointing out a person's "racism".

think things through before you speak, people. it's worth it.

either that or keep your mouth shut.

a thought by James

"This dragon doesn't know a thing about this game."

a friend's evening

watching James play Dragon's Dogma: Dark Arisen.

some quotes:
"I don't want your a** juices, bugs."
"I still haven't figured out why gargoyles steal people's letters."
"If my command repels you then go the hell away. Stop trying to repel me like little b****es."
(to me) "Hey look up how to kill death."

yes.

a classic anime

been watching Fullmetal Alchemist recently.
Winry just freaked out after hearing the word "hypothesis" from Sheska.
i love this show.

an early morning or rather late evening

this is how it's going so far. charming, i assure you.

an introduction

hi.
so, i've decided to attempt to write a blog where i'll dump thoughts & feelings that i can't seem to put in a song or poem, shouldn't place on facebook or twitter, &/or wouldn't normally say publically. here we go.