an official start to 2014

so tonight ends the holiday break between semesters. tonight was fun; got to see my girl & some friends & goof off in general.
i think that's the first time i ever typed "goof off". you're welcome.
anyways i haven't had a sleep schedule of any sorts for weeks now, & my first class is at 9am. & my last class ends at 9pm.
insomnia is the worst.
pray for me / wish me luck?

a new year approaches

2013 is almost over.
thankfully.
tonight's song will be "A Long December" by Counting Crows.

a thought on a hobby

i think i really want to get back into boarding.
mini longboards, specifically! & from Original!

a way to help people

listen to them.

a never-ending worry

i don't know what i'm doing with my life.

a song

"I Let You Down"

my sins are overwhelming
i let them get to me
where's my prided willpower now?
how do you stop
what you want so badly
when you want it badly enough?
i can barely go a few days
& it's me that gives in at first or second
i can hardly get by a week
without the ideas seeping in
& i want to apologize
to myself
i let me down again
& i let You down again.
i let me down again.
i let You down.

a card from a trading card game

>dat Magic flavor text