another one down

turns out she's talking to someone & they "might date". ah well, luckily this one didn't ruin the friendship. she's really cool so that would be disappointing!

and she loves Relient K.

a goal obtained

found a girl I'm pretty into. not sure if i have a chance, but I'll give it one.
gonna wait til next paycheck to ask her out, in case she wants to do anything that requires funds.
man i hope this works out.

a relationship ended

okay well, it lasted a month.
our second shot at being a couple started February 9 & ended March 11.
she's gone for what seems for good now.
haven't & don't really know what to think about my life right now.
23 years old, (currently)seasonal job holder, full time college student. no goal to fight for. no one to know me intimately. no one to talk to seriously.

"But then I woke from the dream to realise I was alone
A tragic event, I must admit, but let's not be overblown
I'm not trying to write a love song just a sad, pathetic moan
Maybe I just need a change, maybe I just need a new cologne."

a new opportunity

finally! got a job! been unemployed for 1 year & 8 months, & finally got a job.
good news!

"Living is a grand thing."
     - a fortune cookie

a great worry

maybe i'm supposed to be wrong this time.
it's high time someone else did the convincing around here.

a decision made

got back together with girlfriend. looks like things are going to be much better than they were before. couldn't be happier!

a hard decision

Feb 2

my girlfriend & i broke up after 4 years of dating. from hard circumstances. but we're talking about getting back together. what to do when your heart says yes but your mind says be careful...