a month in hiding

been a while! i haven't had too many different thoughts recently.
just the same old become infatuated with a girl situation.
this time it's someone i haven't met personally (which is how me and my ex got together), so definitely not sure about it. she enjoys talking to me and we've been chatting every day for a month now. super cool, into a lot of the same things, actually likes baseball! but i dunno. guess we'll find out?

a feeling

I have been getting lonely way too often these days. And now that I'm single, I feel like I can't say that in public for fear of that thought being a turnoff.
I am complicated.